My Boyfriend List

Random Facts of things of guys.......you'll get it later

Foods you shouldn't eat in front of guys/girls you like
1.Ribs-they get sauce and meat in your teeth and finger nails
2.Gyros-They're really messy, but really delicious
3.Cheetos-Ya hug em with their nice jacket on and all this cheeto dust gets wiped on them
4-Oreos- We all know what they do to our teeth
5.Sloppy Joes's - Nuff Said
6.Onions, Garlic and potatoes- What they do to your breath is disgusting
THATS ALL I REALLY HAVE BUT COMMENT AND ADD TO THIS LIST

Things to not discuss in front of your boyfriend/girlfriend........examples is what I mean
1.I have this rash that makes me turn green in the face at night .
2.My ex had the prettiest smile in the world and it was so cute, but yours is close
3.I talked to my ex last night for an hour
4.I love you(state their wrong name)
5.When I was a kid I use to look up peoples bottoms
6.My ex had a scent similar to yours

Places you should not take your girlfriend/boyfriend
1.Crackhouse-Nuff Said
2.Ex's House
3.Toy Store
4.A Grocery Store and then ask them to pay
5.Mom's House On the First Date

Things to say to a girl
1.You look beautiful
2.You have pretty eyes
3.I love your smile
4.Will you dance with me

Things to say to a guy
1.Your so nice
2.You have pretty eyes
3.I would love to dance
4.You have an amazing smile

I understand this is weird because it is

WE SOLD OUT!!!!!!!!!!

EVERY SINGLE FREAKIN DAY WE SOLD OUT THE SHOW! I AM SO EXCITED! IT WAS SO GREAT! I MISS MY WHOLE CAST SO MUCH! THEY ALL MADE ME LAUGH AND WERE JUST ABSOLUTELY AMAZING! I ABSOLUTELY LOVE ALL OF THEM(FRIEND LOVE) TO DEATH! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHAH! IM LAUGHING TO KEEP FROM CRYING! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH THOUGH! WE WERE SO GOOD! AGH! I HOPE WE CAN ALL "REUNITE" ONE DAY BECAUSE WE HAD SO MUCH FUN!

Burning Inside

There are these spaces inside of me that are so empty. Right now there are probably three or four..............
1.A bond between some people(yes i mean a friend bond)
2.Excitement
3.Knowledge
4.Attractiveness(is that a word?)

As far as a bond I mean there are some people in this world I wish I had a stronger bond with. Just mainly because I have voids to fill. These peoples names will not be posted as well as age gender or relationship to me to just keep this blog as private as possible when it comes to others and no release forms. Anyway some people right now in this world believe that I shouldn't hang out with some people because of a difference between me and them. I really believe that, that is none of their concern. I know that sounds harsh, but sometimes they need to back up. My dad is a minister and all the time he talks about three types of business. Yours, others and gods. When they tell me who I can and can't hang out with it's intruding in my business. It's not nice. Sometimes I do think that they are jealous and don't want me to leave them. I do need to branch out though. It's really not fair to make me keep the same friends all my life and not gain any.

When I say excitement I am meaning me getting bored all the time. Do some of you all ever get tired of seeing your same old house or bed or the same channels on your TV? My parents don't know it, but that's why I am always out with friends. I get tired of seeing the same things. That is why I want new clothes all the time. I am a developing girl who tries to keep up with all things changing in this world. I know it sounds silly, but it's true. I want the thrill of having so many friends and plans. I want to be able to say "no we did so much stuff yesterday, let's just stay home", but I can't because I do that all day anyway. It just bugs me.

Knowledge is something needed when getting through life and I personally feel I don't have any. I know that sounds funny, but it's true. This summer I have heard so many people say all these deep things that mean so much, but when I talk I sound so southern. I make myself look like a fool. It's the sad truth I'm afraid. I want to know how everyone gets all this information and how they keep it all. Sometimes I comprehend things and understand and then after twenty minutes it goes out my ears, into outer space. It's crazy yes I know, but for now that's Shelly and I'm not happy about that.

Attractiveness is a big part of my life. The people I hang out with for the most part care about what they look like. Crazy right. No! We dress to impress where I come from. A lot of people say "No I do it to be comfortable", but I know that more than half of those people are the same to renew their makeup all the time, wherever, whenever. We like to do things fancy style even though we are "southern". Even though we do it big here in the south I have some doubts about myself, I really don't feel like I am an attractive person. I feel if you connected the pimples and zits you could create a dinosaur. I always slouch and I have an annoying voice if I talk too much. My eyebrows look like they were in a fight and they both lost. My nose is so wide that if you took a picture of my face from the downward angle you could see my brain. My legs are too short and always look funny. My arms are funny looking. I have funny looking toes and everything feels so weird. I really don't like my body. A lot of people say "Shelly your really pretty don't let anyone tell you otherwise", but I don't feel that way. I only like my smile when my hair is down, but besides that I just don't like my body.

So these were the examples of the many problems I have with myself and other people. I'm a maniac I know, but I really can't help it.

POST ADVICE ON COMMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!
P.S. THE PLAY IS GOING GREAT

LOVE YA GUYS!!!!!!!!
PEACERRSS!!

RELUCTANT DRAGON!

Today we had a show for our family and friends and it went great! I loved it to death! There were a few dropped lines, but we covered them. Opening night is tomorrow and I am so freakin excited! So anyway I love you guys!





THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT
PEACERRSS!!

This Creul World

One pop and a faint scream in the distance can send a sea of people into a state of despair
When the big ball of fire and hurt descends into the air.
A love for one goes away and sends a wave of shock and awe
You could suck the tension through a straw.
A day of work turns into a lifetime of grief
But now with the one powerful spirit, chief.
A crazy thing comes over us when we click that fateful trigger
We feel our confidence and personality gets bigger
We laugh and squeal and sometimes point
Until we fall to the ground with every joint
Its funny for a while
We have enough energy for a mile

But think if one day it came to that sorrow where we in front of the hole
Our heartbeat we can't control
Run or stay your going to go
Because of that thing you did that you made glow
Not so giddy, we feel bad now
So that incident I caused I will never do again I vow

But of course by now, it's too late!
So try to remember me and this tragic fate!
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Remember the racism post I did about that girl. Well she was shot today! One of my good friends because of a differ of opinions. So please just take this to heart people.

NAT I LOVE YOU! R.I.P.! PLEASE TAKE CARE!
LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

PEACERRSS!!

MAKE HER SAY!

MAKE HER SAY IS THE BEST SONG EVER! I LOVE IT TO DEATH AND I REALLY WANT YOU TO LISTEN TO IT! IT'S SO GOOD!

P.S. I WILL POST MY NEW PLAYLIST ON THE BLOG SITE THING!

Pretty Wings(has nothing to do with the post, but im listening to that song right now)

Hey you all the play I'm in is going ok. We had a run through today and two people kept messing the whole play up because they don't really know their lines and the show opens to the public Friday! Its crazy and i did feel bad that we came down on them, but the time is now and we need to get it today or never. The rest of the cast had their moment to forget and call for line, but we all got that out, but its too late. I think the reason we come down so hard is because were afraid that if they cant get it now whats going to happen when the play starts running. I don't know, but I just know it needs to be solved.

So I hope everyone else is having a great summer because I'm really enjoying mine no matter what the previous paragraph and post say. THAT'S ALL I REALLY HAVE TO SAY, BUT............

LOVE YA GUYS!
PEACERRSS!!