Remodeling!

Hey guys I'm going to do some remolding of my blog hope you love when it's done

1 out of 5,000

This week some kid was beaten down at the school I wish to attend next year. I wasn't upset or worried about it because it's a public school. A lady at the church I attend keeps telling me"Why are you transferring to a public school next year. Those public school's, they'll get ya. Did you hear about that beaten? Did ya? You don't need to go there. My granddaughter goes to a private school and she likes it. " I was sort of angry then, but at the lady. 1 person out of 5,000 people is supposed to effect my decision to go to that school. Her granddaughter has gone to public schools all her life and has had time to live a new experience, but now it's mine. The school I want to go to is one of the best schools in the country. It's in the top ten. There are kids getting beaten everywhere at every school and I'm supposed to live in fear forever. NO! That wasn't me and it wasn't going to be me. I'm not going to be that type that gets themselves into trouble all the time with all sorts of people. That's what's going to screw the whole freaking system up. So when someone is trying to scare you into a so called better life, don't let 'em. That's your decision, no theirs.

Thanks yall
Peacers!

Posting

So Sorry! I will start writing again, but I am trying to get my school stuff together, but I will get it going again.

African American Heritage

Today some of my friends were looking up their family crests and heritage and were so excited. They looked up my last name,Gilmore and found that it was Scottish and English and all that. They started ranting and raving about how I was Scottish and then I thought about it for a minute. African Americans got their names from their slave masters most of the time. Of course I didn't explain that, but it's true. I am trying to learn more about my heritage because it is very important to know and it's hard because I am African American. If anyone has any ideas as to how I can come up with this information please let me know.

SO EXCITED

Hey guys so I just found out that I have permission to learn how to play the PARADE SNARE! I'm so excited! The other day when I went to a pre season football game(high school not NFL) I heard the drums and I was like dude! All I really heard were the snare drums and how cool all their rythyms sounded. I was physced. I think there were around 65 people playing instruments and I was so like YEA! THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO DO! I might even decide to be in band. As some of you may know I play the drum(djembe), so I have musical backround. I'm excited! HAHA! YEA! http://http://imagehost.vendio.com/bin/imageserver.x/00000000/senior1/bluesnare1.JPG

I AM SO SORRY

I AM SO SORRY I HAVE NOT POSTED IN A WHILE! School has started and I am trying to get all my school work on point so that it's all balanced out before I get into everything else. I swear I will post new things soon and am thinking about starting a separate one. You all should join it, but it's all about school work, social things, guys dates and more. I will get it to you by September 21. It will be lovely. Anyway I have to go

LOVE YA GUYS

SO SORRY

PEACERRSS!!

My Boyfriend List

Random Facts of things of guys.......you'll get it later

Foods you shouldn't eat in front of guys/girls you like
1.Ribs-they get sauce and meat in your teeth and finger nails
2.Gyros-They're really messy, but really delicious
3.Cheetos-Ya hug em with their nice jacket on and all this cheeto dust gets wiped on them
4-Oreos- We all know what they do to our teeth
5.Sloppy Joes's - Nuff Said
6.Onions, Garlic and potatoes- What they do to your breath is disgusting
THATS ALL I REALLY HAVE BUT COMMENT AND ADD TO THIS LIST

Things to not discuss in front of your boyfriend/girlfriend........examples is what I mean
1.I have this rash that makes me turn green in the face at night .
2.My ex had the prettiest smile in the world and it was so cute, but yours is close
3.I talked to my ex last night for an hour
4.I love you(state their wrong name)
5.When I was a kid I use to look up peoples bottoms
6.My ex had a scent similar to yours

Places you should not take your girlfriend/boyfriend
1.Crackhouse-Nuff Said
2.Ex's House
3.Toy Store
4.A Grocery Store and then ask them to pay
5.Mom's House On the First Date

Things to say to a girl
1.You look beautiful
2.You have pretty eyes
3.I love your smile
4.Will you dance with me

Things to say to a guy
1.Your so nice
2.You have pretty eyes
3.I would love to dance
4.You have an amazing smile

I understand this is weird because it is

WE SOLD OUT!!!!!!!!!!

EVERY SINGLE FREAKIN DAY WE SOLD OUT THE SHOW! I AM SO EXCITED! IT WAS SO GREAT! I MISS MY WHOLE CAST SO MUCH! THEY ALL MADE ME LAUGH AND WERE JUST ABSOLUTELY AMAZING! I ABSOLUTELY LOVE ALL OF THEM(FRIEND LOVE) TO DEATH! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHAH! IM LAUGHING TO KEEP FROM CRYING! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH THOUGH! WE WERE SO GOOD! AGH! I HOPE WE CAN ALL "REUNITE" ONE DAY BECAUSE WE HAD SO MUCH FUN!

Burning Inside

There are these spaces inside of me that are so empty. Right now there are probably three or four..............
1.A bond between some people(yes i mean a friend bond)
2.Excitement
3.Knowledge
4.Attractiveness(is that a word?)

As far as a bond I mean there are some people in this world I wish I had a stronger bond with. Just mainly because I have voids to fill. These peoples names will not be posted as well as age gender or relationship to me to just keep this blog as private as possible when it comes to others and no release forms. Anyway some people right now in this world believe that I shouldn't hang out with some people because of a difference between me and them. I really believe that, that is none of their concern. I know that sounds harsh, but sometimes they need to back up. My dad is a minister and all the time he talks about three types of business. Yours, others and gods. When they tell me who I can and can't hang out with it's intruding in my business. It's not nice. Sometimes I do think that they are jealous and don't want me to leave them. I do need to branch out though. It's really not fair to make me keep the same friends all my life and not gain any.

When I say excitement I am meaning me getting bored all the time. Do some of you all ever get tired of seeing your same old house or bed or the same channels on your TV? My parents don't know it, but that's why I am always out with friends. I get tired of seeing the same things. That is why I want new clothes all the time. I am a developing girl who tries to keep up with all things changing in this world. I know it sounds silly, but it's true. I want the thrill of having so many friends and plans. I want to be able to say "no we did so much stuff yesterday, let's just stay home", but I can't because I do that all day anyway. It just bugs me.

Knowledge is something needed when getting through life and I personally feel I don't have any. I know that sounds funny, but it's true. This summer I have heard so many people say all these deep things that mean so much, but when I talk I sound so southern. I make myself look like a fool. It's the sad truth I'm afraid. I want to know how everyone gets all this information and how they keep it all. Sometimes I comprehend things and understand and then after twenty minutes it goes out my ears, into outer space. It's crazy yes I know, but for now that's Shelly and I'm not happy about that.

Attractiveness is a big part of my life. The people I hang out with for the most part care about what they look like. Crazy right. No! We dress to impress where I come from. A lot of people say "No I do it to be comfortable", but I know that more than half of those people are the same to renew their makeup all the time, wherever, whenever. We like to do things fancy style even though we are "southern". Even though we do it big here in the south I have some doubts about myself, I really don't feel like I am an attractive person. I feel if you connected the pimples and zits you could create a dinosaur. I always slouch and I have an annoying voice if I talk too much. My eyebrows look like they were in a fight and they both lost. My nose is so wide that if you took a picture of my face from the downward angle you could see my brain. My legs are too short and always look funny. My arms are funny looking. I have funny looking toes and everything feels so weird. I really don't like my body. A lot of people say "Shelly your really pretty don't let anyone tell you otherwise", but I don't feel that way. I only like my smile when my hair is down, but besides that I just don't like my body.

So these were the examples of the many problems I have with myself and other people. I'm a maniac I know, but I really can't help it.

POST ADVICE ON COMMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!
P.S. THE PLAY IS GOING GREAT

LOVE YA GUYS!!!!!!!!
PEACERRSS!!

RELUCTANT DRAGON!

Today we had a show for our family and friends and it went great! I loved it to death! There were a few dropped lines, but we covered them. Opening night is tomorrow and I am so freakin excited! So anyway I love you guys!





THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT
PEACERRSS!!

This Creul World

One pop and a faint scream in the distance can send a sea of people into a state of despair
When the big ball of fire and hurt descends into the air.
A love for one goes away and sends a wave of shock and awe
You could suck the tension through a straw.
A day of work turns into a lifetime of grief
But now with the one powerful spirit, chief.
A crazy thing comes over us when we click that fateful trigger
We feel our confidence and personality gets bigger
We laugh and squeal and sometimes point
Until we fall to the ground with every joint
Its funny for a while
We have enough energy for a mile

But think if one day it came to that sorrow where we in front of the hole
Our heartbeat we can't control
Run or stay your going to go
Because of that thing you did that you made glow
Not so giddy, we feel bad now
So that incident I caused I will never do again I vow

But of course by now, it's too late!
So try to remember me and this tragic fate!
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Remember the racism post I did about that girl. Well she was shot today! One of my good friends because of a differ of opinions. So please just take this to heart people.

NAT I LOVE YOU! R.I.P.! PLEASE TAKE CARE!
LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

PEACERRSS!!

MAKE HER SAY!

MAKE HER SAY IS THE BEST SONG EVER! I LOVE IT TO DEATH AND I REALLY WANT YOU TO LISTEN TO IT! IT'S SO GOOD!

P.S. I WILL POST MY NEW PLAYLIST ON THE BLOG SITE THING!

Pretty Wings(has nothing to do with the post, but im listening to that song right now)

Hey you all the play I'm in is going ok. We had a run through today and two people kept messing the whole play up because they don't really know their lines and the show opens to the public Friday! Its crazy and i did feel bad that we came down on them, but the time is now and we need to get it today or never. The rest of the cast had their moment to forget and call for line, but we all got that out, but its too late. I think the reason we come down so hard is because were afraid that if they cant get it now whats going to happen when the play starts running. I don't know, but I just know it needs to be solved.

So I hope everyone else is having a great summer because I'm really enjoying mine no matter what the previous paragraph and post say. THAT'S ALL I REALLY HAVE TO SAY, BUT............

LOVE YA GUYS!
PEACERRSS!!

Your're A Jerk

Someones blog recently spoke about racism and my friend just recently dealt with it so ......I just wanted to get out my opinion.

I really just want to know what is wrong with change. The world needs to evolve into something better and it is going to take all of our effort.

It really doesn't help when we have people tell us we can't change, but you know what I have something to say to them. "What is the problem with people who are different. It is what helps the world going. If we were all the same how would the world evolve. Some of the geniuses who believe that Africans are stupid and stuff are not genius enough to know that we evolved from Africans. YEA I SAID IT! ALL OF US BABY! All those people who who call us rudely out of our names would not be able to call us those snide remarks without Africans SO SIP ON THAT! This is so bogus. I think this is crazy how we are so quick to judge.

We look at peoples clothes and skin color and call them out of their names and try to make remarks so close to rubbish to make our friends laugh, but really we are doing that to show our jealousy. Why? We can persevere and get to a point to be that awesome and kind if we just throw our crap in a trash bag where it belongs. I have dealt with racism through several times and I am pretty young. So call me crazy, but this world needs to change and it is going to start with me.

I'm making stand and not going to be to quick to judge. I'm going to take risks and try to new things and talk to new people.

I think if we all did this we wouldn't have to go through horrible things like my friend did or what I did or someone else in this world did. So keep it gangsta.........NO..........KEEP IT REAL........YEA!

MICHAEL JACKSON HAD THE RIGHT IDEA! HEAL THE WORLD. WHETHER ITS WITH ASPIRIN OR ADVIL OR PEPTO-BISMAL. JUST DO IT

P.S. PLEASE TAKE THIS TO HEART AND DON'T TAKE REAL OFFENSE TO IT. JUST ME EXPRESSING MY FEELINGS!

PLEASE COMMENT!

PEACERRSS!!

Best I Ever Had(Drake! I love you!)

Well I think I really can say that "Reluctant Dragon" is the best opportunity I have ever had! I am super tired, but I have the most fun ever. I enjoy it so much. I will be posting what I wrote for my bio soon and oh pics. Get that in a few minutes, but

LOVE YA GUYS!
PEACERRSS!!

I'm so Sorry

I realize I haven't posted since last Wednesday. I have been tired and a lot of things to hard to explain, but I promise I will get better. So today I may be going shopping! Excited because I need some new clothes, but o well. Anyway. I hope all of you have a good day!

Spelling Bee

Sorry you all for my lack of care when it comes to my spelling errors. I really haven't noticed that it looks kind of weird. It is sloppy now that I think about it, but I'm glad you can at least understand it. Just wanted to get that out there!

PEACERRSS!!

Black Or White

Right there are two shades of me. Theres shy Shelly and loud Shelly. Unfortunately I show my loud side most of the time, but right now I think I'm trying to sit back and really just kind of let the world flow. I am so outgoing and loud and unusual at times, but I really just want to be that girl that is quiet this year. Idk why, but I just really do want to. It's weird when you meet me. If you don't know me well you actually see my loud side(White), but just to get to know you really. Once I feel you have excepted me I show my shy side(Black because quiet and mysterious). Anyway I just wanted to get that out there.

I had rehearsals today and it was fun even though we were in a really small room with FORTY PEOPLE. but its all gooooodddddddddddd(good). We had cake and I actually turned it down(I know your thinking "IMPOSTOR". It actually worked so I'm proud of myself for that though.

ANYWAYS! LOVE YA GUYS!

PEACERRSS!!

Rehearsals

Sorry I have been sort of slacking with entries, but I've had rehearsals all week long every night. It sounds odd, but I'm tired when I get home. It's kind of like well I wanna do this, but you know I can't because I'm tired, but anyway. I actually have to leave for rehearsals now!

LOVE YA GUYS!!!

PEACERRSS!!

Tired!

Isn't it odd how sometimes your soo tired, but you really don't want to go to bed. Every single time you blink you think your going to fall out right there. If you don't think it is odd then sorry, but I do. I'm so tired I could sleep on a boulder, as long as I sleep well though. Being sleepy is what I do though. I just sit and yawn and complain about how sleepy I am. Yet to lazy to get up and go to bed. So when I am asleep I am so lazy I can't get up enough to turn the fan off or anything. Anyway! POST YOUR LAZIEST MOMENTS AND PLEASE TAKE MY ADVICE, IF YOUR TIRED! YOU SHOULD GO TO BED!

P.S. YOU CAN TELL IM TIRED BECAUSE MORE THAN A HALF OF THIS ENTRY WAS RANDOM! GOOD NIGHT!

Dancing Machine-Jackson 5 song!

Every Single Day I have to dance so many times and I really just want to know why? Is there some type of gene or chip inside my head that says DANCE SHELLY DANCE! Today being the good sport that I am I went to help out at The Community Theatre and all the dancing. The dances were for little kids and I still enjoyed it and I was walking out of the door doing the dances. Even though I don't oppose to dancing I just simply want to know why. It's some gene. I don't understand, but I don't think it's supposed to be know. So I really just want to know why and if anyone, such as my ONE FOLLOWER, would know. Please post a comment because I don't know. If this doesn't make sense just let me know because I really don't understand it.

P.S. Go to playlist.com and look up the song "Dancing Machine" in the search engine and then you can understand what my main point is! LOVE YA GUYS FOR READING!

PEACERRSS!!

A Uniformed Nation- And Tired Of It

Right now I don't have to wear uniforms, but I don't want to have to because it's weird. Independence dude. I know that this subject has been expressed a lot, but this is how I feel about it. Why should we get suspended or detention if we wear a solid shirt, polo, dressy or turtleneck besides navy blue, black or white? Or what about when you have to tuck it in. You bend down and it comes out. A teacher catches you when you haven't tucked it in yet and you get a suspension or detention. Weird right?. Ahhh yes. I just think maybe if we didn't have to tuck in our shirts I would be a little more open to it. Let's just lighten up a little bit on this whole uniform rule and school boards wouldn't have so many complaints.

so i really just wanna say. School Boards, Get It Together!

PEACERRSS!!

All Hail Michael

On this day of the memorial of Michael Jackson I would like to say "Thank You SO much Michael." Michael you do not how much this world is mourning because of this sad loss. I was sitting in my bed and watching videos and I couldn't help, but shed a few tears. For me to be so young, but you touched my heart so much that I could cry I am greatly thankful for all you have brought to the world. To many you are "The King Of Pop" ,but today, in my heart I declare you "King of Music and Dance". You have brought so many cultures, races, denominations, people, children and adults together. It is amazing how much you have done to this world. I can not describe how much you touch my heart. We all knew that you were going to pass, but I don't think we knew you were going to have this much impact on the world. It is a very sad moment, but you wouldn't want that. Because, Michael, you taught us to be happy about the sad things and to reflect on the good times. Michael I can honestly say that with you there are only happy times. With all the things you were accused of I knew you were not guilty. You would never do that. TO THE CONGRESSMAN WHO SAID WE ARE "GLORIFYING A PERVERT" I SAY "NO SIR!" MICHAEL IS THE KING OF MUSIC! IF ALL YOU THINK ABOUT SIR CONGRESSMAN IS THE BAD THINGS HE WAS ACCUSED OF THEN YOU NEED TO WATCH HIS VIDEOS AND AND LISTEN TO HIS MUSIC! HE WAS SO MUCH MORE!
MICHAEL I LOVE YOU TO DEATH!
AND TO ALL YOU HATERS OUT THERE(NOT THAT THERE ARE MANY BECAUSE, HEY! ITS MICHAEL) BUT IF YOU ARE A HATER THEN YOU NEED TO WASTE YOUR TIME CRITICIZING SOMEONE WHO NEEDS TO BE! MICHAEL WAS A LEGEND AND IF YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND THAT THEN I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU!

I LOVE YOU MICHAEL!

A PLAYLIST OF THE KING

The Fourth Of Freakin July!Baby!

Hey,

I have had the craziest fourth, but anyway. It has been a day filled with swimming, pizza and fireworks, in more than one way! Anyway, I just wanted to know why does the 4th include four days. The world and programs and activities and events pause for Friday, Saturday, Sunday and Monday! Why? Saturday is the main day I mean its sorta odd, but anyway. I hope that the blog looks nice. If you want to make any comments about what to add or change or take away let me.

I have some ideas like creating my own list of favorite songs for every two weeks or so. Also a sport section for all the dudes. I have a bunch of ideas to attract more people. I hope it ll work, if not I'm sorry for all those people who don't get to experience the life and times of Shelly. GOD I SOUND LIKE I'M DYING. whatever. OK. so anyway you should see some changes and i hope its liked!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stuck

Has someone ever led you to believe something and the result turns out different? It's happened to the best of us. Sad I know, but that's just how you learn to live and prosper and grow. It's hard yes, but we just have to get over it I guess. If it's not meant to be than so be it, but if you feel it is then you keep pushing. One of my really good friends told me this morning that I just should confront my problem and talk about it or to it. Sounds corny and useless, but I'm going to try it and my advice to all one of you right now is to go ahead and do the same. It works, I swear.

THIS IS DEDICATED TO FLAPJACK PANCAKE(YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!) THANKS

SHELLY,
PEACERRSS!!

Not just about me

Hey you all. Today is really about editing my blog and I just wanted to let you know that if you need advice or opinions just shoot me a comment and I can get that hooked up for you.


PEACERRSS!!

Check out this playlist- has really good songs, but some have a few curse words, but songs at the bottom are good

Good News

I have been moping so much I forgot to mention the fact that I have a lead role in a play this summer. Not on Broadway, but a famous local theatre. The play is called "The Reluctant Dragon". I play the role of Darby. I am a mother who really lets my children play with a Dragon(its obvious that I have some growing up before I become a real mother. haha. cause i wouldn't care if my children play with dragons now.) Anyway I have play practice just about everyday and it runs for four days which is sort of exciting. I'll post pictures of the poster later though. Anyway I am so excited and I just wanted to tell you guy that!

Peacerssss!!

Pure Jealousy

Is it bad or mean to say that I'm jealous of all the celebrities who get to do these amazing things and everyone who isn't just gets to post these comments and dream of what could be. I look at the fact that I have one follower and people such as Daniel Simmons(no offense to you) have more than two thousand and a half. It makes me feel bad. I guess really I have to hold my chin up though because there really isn't much I can do. I play the drum and that is my talent. I have been for nine years now. It's called the djembe drum. (http://www.woodbrass.com/images/woodbrass/TOCA+DJEMBE+VUUR.JPG) It is so cool to do and it lets me just express my feelings with those twenty minute solos I can do. I don't design clothes or go to a very nice place every year. I sit here and play my drum all day. I can't go and buy designer clothes so I try to find what's close and keep my head held high. Most people in my city do that except a few. I'm not in a poor neighborhood, but a very high class one, but because I am I can't really ask my parents for much so we can stay in that very nice house. I get two times a year to majorly shop for clothes. I want to splurge those times, but I really cant.
So I congratulate those celebrities who can keep their expenses paid and have extra money to do things they want.
I guess the whole point of this blog is to say can just a few people who have more than one thousand followers just look at my blog, comment and direct others over here. I'm not the most exciting blog in the world, but you will take something away from mine. I promise. If you don't I can take hate comments just not too harsh please.

Have a nice day!
PEACERSSSS!!!

Michael Jackson

As we all know a very powerful and inspiring man left all of our lives this past Thursday. His name was Michael Jackson. Inspired and touched many hearts. More than a half of the people in this world were influenced by him. This man was pure genius. From his song Who's loving you to black or white to thriller this man put forth all of his effort and many thanks were received by all of us. If you go to YouTube you can never see an I hate Michael Jackson video, because this man was a strong and powerful leader. From people carrying pocket knifes and guns to people looking for rainbows he touched us all. Much love to the family and close friends of him, but we know he's singing for Jesus right now. All of my respect and care and love goes to him.


MUCH LOVE MICHAEL!!! I PROMISE YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN.

just had to get that out of my system.
Peacers!!!

New to this

Hey you all,

I'm here just posting my first blog. Many people say that your supposed to let it flow so I guess I really just have to try that sometimes. If I do it'll be pretty good, but if not sorry. Read it anyway though. I am pretty much an interesting person. Anyway, I'm drawing a blank so for now...................................
PEACE AND STAY......YOU(HAHA IDK!NOW IM TEXTING! WOO!)